what if...

What if you could somehow decide to alter your very existence at a moment you perceive to be the worst it could be. Not that you are in the actual worse it could be, but can your best perception actually raise you out of squaller? Yes... and maybe. It can... but not by simply changing your mind. It has to happen in conjunction with a strength of body and soul. A 'will to power' you ask? Yes..maybe.

I'm back. Or at least I would like to be back. I am trying to spread my wings now, which reminds me, I keep seeing this male cardinal in the evenings. He has a great singing voice